All through the season finale of Teen Mom: The Subsequent Chapter Thursday, Amber is picked up by MTV manufacturing crews after longtime buddy and castmate Maci Bookout drives her to Tennessee from the North Carolina resort Amber and Gary had been staying at when her then-partner went missing.

“So, what occurred?” current producer Larry asks.

“I assume his dad be taught my Wikipedia,” Amber says, sooner than a screengrab of the MTV star’s sordid earlier flashes all through the show, collectively along with her run-ins with the regulation, and her abusive earlier with ex, Gary Shirley, with whom she shares 15-year-old daughter, Leah.

“I imagine he was holding within the fact that he presumably heard from his family or one factor, and by no means telling me,” she continues. “I was merely saying, ‘I can’t try this. No. How can we get married then in case your family members can’t accept me and stuff.’ And presumably he took that as me breaking up with him. It appeared like, to me, that presumably he was upset and like, hopeless.”

Breaking down in tears, Amber was supplied a glimmer of hope after receiving a reputation from her supervisor, who educated her that TMZ had often known as with info that Gary had been positioned.

“He has?” Amber exclaims sooner than finding out that Gary notified that outlet that’s alive and in good effectively being. “Are you important?”

“They’re eradicating him from being thought-about a missing explicit individual,” Amber’s supervisor tells her.

The longtime TV persona seems relieved upon listening to the data, as her supervisor works to attempt to uncover out additional particulars about Gary’s whereabouts.

“So he was able to realize out to the police. Has he despatched you any messages?” Larry asks.

“No,” Amber responds. “It’s throwing up a bit crimson flag,” Larry says once more.

A crimson flag, definitely, with Gary’s lack of contact a sign of points to return, nonetheless not with out first getting OG Gary’s response.

The cameras head to his residence, the place he’s sat collectively together with his partner, Kristina, as they be taught the headlines about Amber and Gary.

“I’ve to actually really feel a bit compassion for her,” Gary admits. “I haven’t obtained compassion for you not seeing your child, though.”

“That’s one different issue, too. I need Amber would discover. Males come and go. Associates come and go. Nevertheless those who hold, are your children,” Kristina gives.

Amber then heads to her psychiatrist inside the aftermath of Gary’s disappearance to unpack what’s occurred — admittedly in a little bit little bit of a manic state — she struggles to make it into appointment after trauma dumping on her Uber driver.

“Correct now this man broke me,” she says by the use of tears, as her buddy, who was driving alongside in a single different vehicle, makes an try and get her out of the automotive. “I was safe. And correct now, this was the first time in years in my life. I’m 34. I’m not f–king correct because of an individual put a hoop on my finger,” Amber goes on to say. “You broke me because of we had been really in love. The day that man left, for no trigger. And I’ma say no trigger because of there was no f–king trigger, and he ruined one factor so f–king good. I’m f–king broken correct now.”

Amber says she was bombarded with media consideration amid Gary’s disappearance, blaming the media for painting her in a harmful delicate and even accusing her of “killing” Gary after her went missing.

“Are you conscious how that feels when people are calling you a murderer to your f–king fiancé?” Amber yells. “Are you conscious how that f–king feels? He doesn’t know what he did! That they had been calling me a murderer and they also talked about I f–king killed him!”

When she was able to get by the use of to her psychiatrists door, Amber made clear that was in a foul place, noting that whatever the traumatic relationships she’s expert in that earlier with exes Andrew and Matt, no one was has “broken” her pretty like Gary.

“For many who wanna current what heartbreak is, that’s it,” Amber says. “It’s not practically an individual. We had one factor increased than we every have even seen in our lives with completely different people. He checked out my family, my daughter and easily requested to me an enormous, happy family.”

“It’s positively a loss,” her psychiatrist says in response.

Amber and Gary would go on to call off their engagement, with the episode marking the first time Amber shared the rationale behind his disappearance since their break up in June.

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